I had the most wonderful weekend this past weekend with the best person in the world. I love Ty so much and I just can't get enough of him. Just a little more than 4 weeks and he will be back here , It's going to be a great day when he comes back. I think this summer has been long enough and I am very ready for it to be over, but not really. I like the feeling of not really having to do anything, but work and social psych of course. Really that is nothing compared to what I have to do during the school year. I know this semester is going to be a lot different than last. Trust me on this one. I will not be working nights. I did enjoy it, since there was no one there, but I didn't get any work done at all. I can work just about all day Tuesday which will help me get hours and I can put in a couple of hours most days so that shouldn't be bad at all. Anywho, I am going some where that I didn't want to. I just wanted to say that I had an amazing weekend and I just wish every day could be as great as this weekend was. I'm just glad that i was able to spent it with the love of my life.

So, my roommate decided to talk to me today. I can't say that I will ever miss her talking. Anywho, it was fun, she decided that it is my fault that her stereo doesn't display anymore because I am apparently very abusive with it and she never touches it, but when I came home Monday, it was all turned around and messed with. It was a ghost. I was thinking about it and maybe I should start accusing her of breaking everything of mine that isn't like it was. Like the pans she destroyed or all the times that she left food on my grill for a week and Tyler had difficult time cleaning it off.

A lot has happened since my last entry and I have no time at all to try and recap it. I will try to do it later. For now, lets just say that I realized that I am living with a 2 year old who can't talk to me because I told her how I felt and that she is in the wrong. I don't answer to messages that you leave on the fridge....if you want to talk to me you have to talk to me. I'm not the child that you are. I will get into that more when I have a chance to. I need to get going and get ready for work.Lots of LoveI miss you Ty, more than you will even know.

I forgot to tell you.....everything is great

Just two more days! I can't wait. I'm getting super excited and not for the wedding, just to see Tyler. I think we are going to have a blast out in Cali. I just hate that there is still a lot of stuff that needs to be done before the wedding on Saturday. Tuesday or Wednesday is going to be date night....no questions asked. Thursday is girls night out so that isn't a good night for a date...hehe. Anywho, I think I am going to go and do something other than is here all day....not too sure what thought.....hum. Maybe read the newspaper....I think we have one.

Why....thats all I want to know... I just want to know what's going on. Just talk to me.

I can't wait for Tuesday :) I should be fun and much needed. I'll let you know how it goes.

I'm sad....and I really don't want to get into why......I'm just sad and I don't see it getting any better. I might seem to be happy for about a week...but I really know that it isn't going to last and that as soon as the week is over I won't get any attention and just be something that is remembered when felt like it....and that makes me even more sad. I just wish I wasn't something that was just there, an obligation. I wish I was a want and soemthing looked forward to. I guess I should just keep move on and realize that it isn't going to happen anytime soon and that makes me even more sad than before.

I can't tell you how happy I am....just 5 days I hope that you are excited too. I miss you so much and I can't wait to spend a week with you. We will have so much fun and I have surprises. Anywho, I hope that work is better for you today and that you had a good evening last night. I'm a poopy head and I'm sorry about that. I promise that I will get better. We are going to have a blast in Cali next week...I'm excited that we will be there together. Anywho, I do believe I'm going to go and find something to do.

Yay! Just one more week and I get to see the love of my life. I realized today while reading something (that DJ said I shouldn't) how crazy I was going and that I was seriously over reacting. Yes, I will be talking to someone later, but it is going to be going a lot different than what it would have. I miss Tyler so much and I really wish he was around to talk to. I love talking to him and relaxing with him. Heck, I just love him, bunches. I don't know what the future has in store for the two of us and I'm ok with that. All I know is that I love him and that we are incredibly happy together and have so much fun.