YAY!!!! It is official, Bush has 4 more years in office as our president!! If you can't tell I am excited. I was really hoping that Kerry didn't get it, but if he did, I am sure things wouldn't be that much different from now. Not including the partial birth abortion stuff, gay marriage stuff....ok so there are a few things, but the big thing (War in Iraq) would not be over. Kerry even said he would send more troops over there. Anywho, enough of that....I am just happy.

I guess, once again, I am using this to procrastinate even more on my studies while at work. I guess I will be here for a while though, so I am allowed to procrastinate. If anyone gets bored, they are more than welcome to come on over and hang out with me...there really isn't anyone here tonight so.... I guess I should start doing something productive, but it is really hard to concentrate when I'm this hungry and I have another 5 hours to go before I get food............FOOOOOOOOOOD. Alright, thats enough, must work

Ok, so it is the day after Halloween, but it is just by few hours. I just wanted to tell everyone Happy Halloween before I the night was over. It's starting to rain!!! I love sleeping in the rain, it is so relaxing just if Tyler were here. Things are going really well, I am just super busy with school and work, and I need to stop by ECE undergrad office to register for classes. Since I got into epics, I have to go in and register the old fashioned way. Anywho, I need to be getting to bed and that cat is starting to get to me....my eyes are killing me and I am stopped up like no other. Hopefully he won't come into my room tonight so I can get some good sleep.

I love you Grandpa Craig

So, today should be my work day....lots of catching up to do. Yet I am sitting here on my laptop (getting ready to email DJ with that music) watching the Purdue vs. Northwestern football game being oh so productive....hehe. I guess I will be doing a lot of work tonight, and I am not too sure about the party tonight. I have so much stuff to do tonight. Maybe I should get started on that....

So, I am sitting here procrastinating like always when I should be doing my EE362 prelab or studying for my Physics exam that I have tonight. I really hate 362 and it isn't because I don't like the actual material, the instructor is terrible and he isn't really teaching anything that the lab covers. He expects all of us to already know it and no one does, I guess some of them do, but that is because they know people who have already taken the class or someone who is an earlier lab gives them all their stuff and they understand it while copying it....I guess. Who knows. All I know is that I hate school right now because I am terribly behind with everything that happened last week and I feel like I will never get caught up. We will just have to see...I guess it would help if I didn't procrastinate all the time.

I forgot to tell you, I am really really really really X (infinity) happy with everything in my life right now. Especially with that special someone, things couldn't be better :-D

So, this weekend has been a ton of fun, but I will talk about it more later. I just wanted to update everyone that there really isn't much change with my Grandpa except he is just getting worse as each minute passes. They really don't give him much time since you can only live without water for a week or so, but God has done stranger things. The one thing I am dreading right now is the phone call from my mom. She said she wasn't going to call unless something had changed with my Grandpa :-( I guess we will just see.

I just want to say thanks to everyone who has been here for me since everything has started.

Well, nothing eventful happened yesterday. I went to my classes and took my exam, that I didn't have to by the way. I talked to my professor and told him what was going on and he told me that if I didn't want to I didn't have to take the exam. He then told me what he would do for those points for me....it was different to say the least.

My grandpa is still alive, but no one knows for how long. He has fought longer than what anyone thought he would. I think that he has something to work out with someone here or up there. My mom keeps telling me that he is looking up to the sky a lot and has told them that he has seen heaven and it is beautiful. He has also said something about talking to people who died a few years ago. I think he is finally ready...I'm just not too sure they are ready for him...hehe. He's a character. I really wish I could get to see him this weekend, but mom told me not to go home so that I can get ahead on all of my work before anything happens, which is a good idea, I just hate it.

Just to keep everyone up to date. I just found out that my Grandfather is within hours now. At least that is what the Doctor is hinting at. He said that he was extremely close which means that I probably won't be here this weekend.

Yeah I know, it is a really shitty time to start a journal, but it is something I was thinking about doing for a while. It makes it easier for everyone to keep up with me if I don't get to talk to you everyday. (If I post that often) My life just sucks right now, not because things aren't great for me at PU. Everything is absolutely awesome with me and Ty, class, and work (well not so much with work but they aren't bad). It’s when I talk about home that things get bad. My Grandpa is really really sick and that is an understatement. He is actually dieing. It is down to a number of days. Yesterday they decided to take him off of his IV and nutrients so that they don't continue to prolong his life. I think by this weekend he will pass on. It all goes back to about 1.5 years ago when they found colon cancer and thought they removed it all. Apparently they didn't and he has sever GI cancer, more than sever. His body is eating him from the inside out.....literally. His intestines have turned into gangrene. Anywho, although very depressing, that is what is going on with me today.